How can you say you want someone, but you're so far apart?
How can you say you want them, but you don't know where to start?
How can you say you'll be there for them; but then you're no where to be found?
You want me to start by giving you my heart.
What if I told you it's fragile and easy to break;
That I have trust issues that mess me up each day.
You see I've been hurt by those I'm supposed to trust each day.
Others that came along like you and wanted me to stay.
But each time that I try to let them in,
They often say 'I Promise You I'll Never Do You Wrong'
But then I say define a promise to me; for a small word it's so strong.
A wise man once told me that it was a comfort to a fool;
So why should I believe you when you use this tool.
I know, I know.. I shouldn't be hard on myself.
I should probably stop overthinking and let you in..
But what if I do and it's just a repetition of things?
I'll admit at night when everyone is asleep,
I lay awake and wonder about you.
Should I let you in or should I let you slide?
Should I trust you or leave you to die?
I don't want you to tell me 'you promise' because it might scare me away.
But I'll do my duties and try to make you stay.
Let's work together and fix these things..
And watch everything fall into place from the beginning.
Now I'm not a relationship expert and don't want to be counted as one.
But I'm sure you have to work together to become one.
They say communication is a major key and if it doesn't happen then it'll be a tragedy.
A tragedy to people who may have each other best interests at heart.
So please never let things remain undone and work together to remain as one.
No matter how hard it may be; use every experience as a learning one.
-Black Queen
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